痛。。。

我知道了。。
我会在你面前消失，躲得远远的。。。

那么你无需怕和躲避我了吧。。

我会等待，等到一切能恢复到朋友之间该有的东西。。。

我会把这一切给啃掉。。

emo diary one...

本来就没求什么东西，一开始只是纯碎的想参与其中。。。

还有就是为了某人。。。。

没被选上也没什么吃亏，反正本来一无所求。。。

只是想当逍遥派一名。。。

^____^

只是心魔在作怪，开始变得贪心了。。。

为了追寻而追寻。。。

还好及时控制住了。。不然可会影响了日常生活

不过这也提醒了自己，是时候提升自己了。。。。

加油吧！！！！！！

生活点滴 life @ 1U & 大乐乐(VEO)

Today followed 大乐乐实验乐团 (VEO) for a performance in One-Utama

We has been invited for one of the program in the CD fair there organised by Popular.

There has been quite some time i'm not involve in such public place

feeling not bad =) enjoyed it well ^____^

Kok Jin n Hao Seng came for support

Thanks you very much

감사합니다

After that follow Kok Jin, Hao Seng n Reimy for dinner + gathering

as i need to follow Kok Jin car back to cyberjaya, thanks kok jin =)

we play monopoly card after the dinner, introduced by reimy

it was fun as compared to traditional monopoly board game, should give it a try :P

some serious laughter happened which i cant really recall the details O.o

In conclusion, the weekend is meaningful ^____^

till then~~

quote from shakespeare:

if someone is thinking too much, then the fun in life will be missing =)

so, enjoyed it no matter it is grey or shine

*pray for japan and anyone who's are suffering and struggling*

人生百态1

现在的心情是:人生另一种百态，有些事情背后本来就是一个很大兼阴险的阴谋，但自己却傻乎乎的完全没察觉。。。。等到爆发了，才发现。。。。对于这些人，我只能说 “谢谢”，让我认识了另一种人。。

怪也只能怪我自己。。单纯的没有去想太多，没有去铺陈，怪自己笨。。。

同时我自己也明白了“朋友是拿来出卖的” 这道理

但是hor, 我把他当朋友，他有真正地把我当朋友吗？

但这已经不重要。。。

我不知道你在我背后帮我 “宣传” 了多少

真正明白事情的人会了解的。。。

愿你继续保持这样的心机，然后自食其果。。。。

T____T

害怕了吗。。。

就只是差那么一点点。。。

工作狂

太投入于学习与工作。。。

而迷失了自己。。

忘记了什么是简单的欢笑。。。

也忘记了。。。。。。

believe and trust

believe and trust yourself is very important..

this is what i learnt recently..

then i realized, since long long time ago

i dont trust or believe myself,

always hesitate and suspect myself

and thus lost the courage on almost everything

from now onwards, must rebuild the self-confidence and trust

be positive, attract positive energy =)

*cheering myself up*

till then~~